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Oh.. i feel so embarassing 2 say this. (inhale) i didn't go 2 d mtvws. fuck. dun ask me y. coz i dun wanna talk abt it. coz it will jz make me sad, angry n disappointed. well, wasted 4 passes. didn't giv them 2 anyone nor selling it. coz i think dat if i can't go, others hu didn't win d passes don't deserve 2 go. coz they didn't make an effort 2 get d passes. do u xpect me 2 jz giv or sell it 2 u like dat? NO WAY!!!

trial exam is over! i almost got As 4 history n maths. for now, i got As 4 english, geo n kh. i dunno abt others yet. hopefully, i'll get As 4 other subjects.

last saturday was my worst saturday. bcoz:
1. at d vry last minute, i found dat nobody was going 2 mtvws wif me. so, i can't go.
2. i didn't go shopping. coz my fren's father caught 2 freaking fishes. n we had dat freaking dinner wif them. i hadn't go shopping 4 2 freaking weeks! n this is driving me crazy! nxt time, if u hav caught any freaking fish, pls go n ask any other freaking hu-knows-whoever-dat-person-is 2 hav dat freaking dinner wif u. jz dun ask us 2 hav it wif u! biatch! dope!

ich hasse dich!

still unhappy. toodles.


P.S abt d mtvws thingy, it's embarassing 2 say dat i didn't go bcoz i was so xcited abt it n i was showing off abt it A LOT!


another P.S to dat person hu always borrow bks from me (not elise. pls dun misunderstand.), fyi, i'm NOT borrowing bks 2 u anymore. go n buy ur own bks! n 2 any other ppl except elise, i am NOT borrowing bks 2 any of u. coz u made my bks grow old!

YES!!!

YES!!! (sry 2 repeat dat but i'm jz too happy rite now!) Guess wat?


I WON A PAIR OF PASSES TO MTV WORLD STAGE!!!!!!!!


Yes, i know. i should scream dat rite out of my lungs. i wan to. but i can't. my neighbours might think dat i'm another psychopath living in d neighbourhood.

i jz knew it! i knew dat i would at least hav a winning entry out of d ...... er... er... wait, let me recall n count how many entries i had sent. abt 20 entries, i think. mayb less than dat. or mayb more than dat. i dunno. can't rmbr. yes, i know. i'm vry creative. coz i hav written abt 20 best reasons jz 2 win d judges' heart. but, abt 2 or 3 reasons r from elise. but i dunno which 1 is d winning entry. ne way, thank you 4 providing d reasons. lov u! i'll giv u 1 of my passes!

after all those talk abt mtv world stage, let's talk abt my TRIAL EXAM. damn u, trial exam! y do u hav 2 come so fast?! jeez... i hav only finished revising:
1. form 1 history ch 1-4/5
2. form 1 science ch 1-4
3. form 1 geo ch 6-9/10 (dun ask me y didn't i study ch 1-5. dat's bcoz dat ch 1-5 dun nid 2 b studied)
4. form 1 kh ch 1 (almost 2 d end of ch 2)

jeez... tis sucks! i hav only finished revising dat little?! i really should go 2 some brainwashing course n brainwash me 2 study. 2 discipline myself. how am i going 2 get straight As wif an attitude like dat?! JEEZ!

k, i'll study. i'm even thinking of abandoning my 'unnecessary hmewrk', like calligraphy, d chinese cut n paste hmewrk n chinese diary. do u think i should abandon them? yeah, i should.

i'll jz stop here. toodles.


P.S maths hmewrk is not 'unnecessary hmewrk'.